Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Only You (part 11)

‘Uuargh....!’ I am so sleepy. I ‘accidentally’ slept while I was watching Happy Together last night, so I had to wake up like 3 in the morning to finish up my assignment. For the worst, I had NOT sleep since then. I finished my assignment at 6, so I decided to just take bath, perform Subuh prayer, cook and get ready for class. Here I am now, in the lecture room at 8 a.m., where the class will only start 30 minutes from now. Urgh...
I rest my head on my arm on the table. I am about to doze off when a really, really familiar voice interrupts me.
“Annyeong, Ifa!”
I lazily raise my free arm towards her with my eyes half open, enough for me to see the chubby figure in front of me.  Ha, my friends here usually call me Ifa, Asifah seems so long for them. Huhu..
“ Wow, you are early today. It is soooo not like you.”
Shin Young giggles. Well, I always come late to class, so this is an unexpected scene for Shin Young, and my other classmate too. No wonder they had a weird gaze when I entered class this morning. ;-p
I finally raise up my head and look at Shin Young, getting her butt on her seat beside me. She turns to me and has you know what ‘a curious plus excited’ kind of look on her face. She shakes me, force me to get up.
“What?” I asked annoyed. I am still sleepy. Yet, I still sit up straight, facing her on my right.
“How about yesterday?”
“Yesterday?” I raise my eyebrows.
“Yah, your piano class.”
“Oh, well, it’s ok I guess. I just learn a few basic things about music. Why?”
“I’m sure it’s nothing. I know you. What do you want to know?”
She gives me a big grin, showing almost all her white shiny teeth.
“Hey, is he really handsome?”
“Nah, I have a friend at the music department. She said there was a new student, a third year student just transferred here and he is really good at piano, almost a genius. She said too he is really handsome, for an Asian. From what you had told me about your ‘teacher’, it suits the characteristics.”
Well, Abang Faiz is quite handsome. Of course, with his little tan skin, double eyelid, dark brown big pupils, a sweet smile and a well build body, most of the girls would probably fall for him. Even me too, the first time I saw him in the airplane. But still, Minho is my ideal man.  ;-p
“Hmm...Abang Faiz is quite handsome. He is tall and has a little tan skin. Overall you could say he is the ideal man. But, I don’t know whether he is a genius or what. His lecturer did say that he is good.”
“So, his name is Faiz? My friend haven’t tell me his name. I should ask her later.”
I chuckle at Shin Young behaviour.
“Yah, why?”
“Nothing. You just seem so eager to know.”
“Hey, I will be jealous if my best friend got a handsome man all for herself.”
I hit her shoulder. She winces in pain...mostly acting like it really hurt.
“I’m not that kind of girl. Okay, okay, I will introduce him to you next time.”
“Really? When, when?”
“Let’s see. We don’t have class today. We agreed to have class on Tuesday and Thursday only because of our schedule. We also have club activities on Friday, right?”
“Hmm...speaking of club, I really miss our club activities. Wonder who will be the president for this year. I hope that person is as nice as senior Kim Hyun Joon.”
“Yeah, I hope.”
Our conversation just end like that after our English lecturer came in. Yang Jin Man is his name. He is quite a carefree teacher, that is why he is one of my favourite teachers. Huhu! On top of all, I love learning English. Only in this class I could talk English freely as most of the time I speak in Korean. Sadly we only have 6 hours of English class a week.  : (
I snap out of my thought.
“Yes, Jin Man songsaengnim.”
“I need to see you later after class.”
“Owh, okay.”
Hmm...why do he want to see me? I wonder. Shin Young nudge me. I turn toward her and see she mouth ‘Why?’. I just shrug. I really have no idea.
I open the door to the rooftop, my favourite place in the university! It feels so calm to be here. Watching the wide blue sky or just observe the people or things below. Shin Young is already there, sitting and waiting for me. She is lost in her thought, looking out toward the blue sky.
“Yah, don’t scare me again. I could get a heart attack!”
“Mianhe, mianhe.. but, you haven’t got it though I always did this to you. You face just now was priceless! Haha! It was like..”
I copy her shocked facial expression just now. So funny. Her chubby cheeks make her look cuter. ;-p

I pinch her cheek. haha!

"Yeah. It's hurt. How come you're treating someone older than you like this."

Yup! She is older than me by a year. Why? I started my university earlier by a year, right? That is why. But, I have never thought her as an older sister as we are best friend since my first day during the foundation program. To be true, I never call her Shin Young unnie. She looks to cute to be called that. Haha!

"You're my best friend, not my UNNIE. ;-p"

I sit beside her, leaning against the fences which is build along the rooftop border.
“Ifa, why did Jin Man songsaengnim call you just now?”
“He asked me to take part in the English essay writing contest due in three weeks from now.”
“Wow! That’s good.”
“But, I don’t know whether I could do it or not. It is a contest within the engineering department. A ‘HUGE’ competition.”
“I know you can do it. Jin Man sonsaengnim also know you can do it, that’s why he choosed you. You are the best student in English in our class. Where is the girl I know who is so competitive and full confidence?”
Shin Young poke my nose. Tickle.
“Auw...you sure know how to talk ‘nice’ to me. Here! The most competitive and confident girl you have ever known!”
I raise up my hand. We both laugh together. I bring out the lunch boxes I prepared from my paper bag.
“Here, a reward for your sweet talk. Ifa’s Special fried rice and fried chicken!”
“Yay! I love you!”
“I know, I know. Come, let’s eat!”
We open our lunch boxes. I was ready to scoop a spoonful of fried rice when Shin Young interrupted me.
“Why you have more chickens?”
“Well, it because I am the one made this and I simply LOVE chicken!”
“It’s true...haha!”
I was enjoying my lunch when a message arrives in my inbox.
The situation in SHINee’s practice room is quite ordinary for the lunch break. Onew is munching on fried chicken, as always, Jonghyun is just sitting in the corner listening to his iPod and Key is just dancing randomly to girl group’s dances. Taemin is still continuing his dancing practice. Minho? He is sitting leaning against the wall, playing, texting with his phone while keep smiling.
The sound of door opening catch their attention. All of them look toward the figure standing at the door. They stand up and bow.

“Hey guys! How are you? Long time no see.”
“Eunhyuk hyung! We’re fine. How about you?”
“Well, I’m still the handsome Eunhyuk, Onew.”
“Hmph! Still with that self-praised attitude.”
“Minho, I’m just admitting the truth.”
They all laugh. Minho walks toward Eunhyuk and hugs him. Just hyung-dongsaeng type of hug, okay?  It has been almost a month since they met as they were busy with each other schedule. They let go and Eunhyuk ruffles Minho’s hair.
“Minho-ah, you miss me?”
“I miss Donghae hyung more!”
“Ah..you evil dongsaeng. I should know it.”
“But, I love you more! Haha!”
“Too late...”
Minho is close to his Super Junior hyung especially Eunhyuk and Donghae, well in fact SHINee and Super Junior are close to each other. Wait, wait...all of SM Entertainment artists are close to each other, like family! ;-p
The other SHINee’s members walk up to Eunhyuk and hug him too... Repeat, just hyung-dongsaeng type of hug, okay? All of them settle down in the middle of the room in a circle. Key is the first one to speak.
“So, what are you doing here, hyung? Super Junior don’t have any activities for now.”
“I’m here for Super Junior-M stuff. Then, I decided to stop by, wonder how you have been doing.”
“Oh yeah, I heard something really interesting!”
Eunhyuk raises his eyebrows. Onew who is really concerned speak up.
“What, hyung?”
“Emm...I heard a girl entered your dorm two days ago, is it true?”
All of the SHINee’s members are shocked.
“Judging by your expressions, it is true I guess. Auw...you guys are naughty too.”
Jonghyun quickly opens up his mouth, stuttering.
“Wh..what? H..h..how did you know?”
Eunhyuk turns his eyes toward Taemin who is already hugging his legs and placed his chin on his knees.
All of them shouted at Taemin while giving him a stern gaze.
“I’m ss..ss..sorry. I slipped it out while chatting with Eunhyuk hyung when I met him at the cafe just now....sorry...”
“Aish..you careless maknae.”
Minho gives Taemin a light punch on the shoulder. Taemin just pouts his mouth.

“So, what happened?”
Onew, Jonghyun, Key, Minho and Taemin look at Eunhyuk with ‘what do you mean’ looks on their faces.
“Haish...you act-pure-innocent dongsaengs. What I mean is, what did you do with her?”
“Hyung! Do you think we are perverts like you?”
“Yah, Minho-ah, don’t try to change the subject. And, I’m not a pervert!”
The SHINee’s members just shake their head. This hyung of them is sure an annoying one. Later, each of them continuosly explaining what happen that day, with that girl, specifically Asifah.
“Owh..that’s what happen. I thought...”
“What did you thought hyung?”
Jonghyun gives a stern gaze toward Eunhyuk. Eunhyuk try to avoid Jonghyun’s gaze but end up in another gaze by Key who is on his right. Sigh.
“Okay, okay..I’m sorry. But, that girl sure is special, I would like to meet her.”
“No, you not...perverted hyung.”
“Ouh...Minho, you are cruel.”
Minho feels something vibrates in his pants. He slips his hand into his pant pocket and brings out his phone. A smile draws on his face.

It was a text. He quickly opens and read it. He grins. Then, his fingers play on the keypad of his phone.
“Hey, who do you think it is? Is it her?”
Eunhyuk whispered to Key. Key who seems knew who was Eunhyuk talking about just nods.
“So, he still likes her?”
I was enjoying my lunch when a message arrives in my inbox. I stop eating and look at my phone. Oh, it is from...

Huh...I stayed up really late to finish this... I myself wonder why I wrote this plot...  ;-p
To make it longer I guess....huhu
But still, hope you enjoy..  : )
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                                                                                                                                 By: E_pah 

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Only You ( part 10 )

Eun Jung seems a little surprised yet she tried to remain calm. A curious look clearly shown on her face.
‘Did I say something wrong?’
“ I know him. But, why.... do you need to see him?”
“Actually I....”
“Oh, Asifah, you’re here already.”
Our eyes shift toward the voice. Ah, it is Abang Faiz. Thank goodness he found me.
“Yeah. I just arrived here. Yet, I’ve met someone though.”
Abang Faiz switches his sight to Eun Jung. He gives her a smile and Eun Jung seems glad while giving a smile back to him.
“Oh, hi Eun Jung.”
What? They know each other. Guess so, since they both study music.
“You know Eun Jung unnie?”
“Unnie? Oh yeah, she is older than you. Of course I know her. She is my classmate.”
“I see.”
“Come on, we have to now.”
Faiz elbows me, signalling me to go. Eun Jung who seems confuse look at us.
“Where are you guys going?”
“This little girl beside me now is my student. I’m going to teach her to play piano.”
“Yah, I’m not a little girl. Though..I’m quite short.” I murmured.
Faiz laugh while Eun Jung just gives out a faint smile.
“I’m sorry. Asifah, let’s go!”
“Annyeong, Eun Jung unnie! Nice meeting you.”
“Nice meeting you too.”
“See you later in class, Eun Jung.”
Eun Jung stares at the two until them both lost from her sight. There is an uneasy feeling shown in her eyes. She looks back at her bracelet and smile by herself.
Faiz and Asifah now has arrived at the Music Room : 8. They both get in. Faiz signal Asifah to sit at the front chair with desk though, situated just beside the piano and opposite of the white board. Asifah obeys him just like a really good student.
“Do you know anything about music? Music note? Key?”
Asifah shakes her head.
“This will be a loooooong class.”
Asifah sigh.
“Yah, what with the sigh?”
“Afraid that I’ll be boring with your teaching. Huhu!”
Faiz makes an annoy face. Asifah just continue to laugh until she put her hands together, asking for apology.
“It’s okay. I’m not that angry. I’ll make sure this class and the next classes will never get boring.”
“Neh, sonsaengnim.”
Asifah gives out a big smile. Faiz’s heart flutters seeing that smile. He shake his head, trying to lose  this weird feeling and trying to concentrate to his teaching.
“Are you ready, kids?”
“Ai, ai captain!”
“I can’t hear you...”

Both of them laughed at their own silliness. They both love Spongebob though. This class will surely never be boring.
About an hour and a half passed by since we start learning. A knock on the door causes us to stop anything we are doing that time.
“Can I come in?”
Abang Faiz’s face seems slightly brighter.
“Yes, sir. Come in.”
The door knob is turned and the door is open. A middle-sized figure appear. A brown slightly long haired middle- aged guy with a black frame spectacle stand in front of us. Abang Faiz stands up and bows to that guy. Koreans really respect their elders. We are used to Korean culture now as we had live here for a few years, so bowing to elders are just our normal ‘etiquette’.
“Asifah, this is Professor Kang Oh Hyuk. He is my lecturer, my most favourite!”
That comment earns him a smile from the guy, I mean Professor Kang Oh Hyuk. I stand up and bow to him too. hmm..Kang Oh Hyuk, his name seems familiar. Oh yeah, my lecturer’s name is Kang Shin Hyuk. Well, maybe it is just a coincidence.
“Annyeonghasaeyo, I’m Asifah.”
“Oh, you’re the girl Faiz told me about. Nice meeting you.”
“Thank you..umm..tell what about me?”
“It’s nothing. He just told me that he’ll be teaching someone and he needs to use this room for that.”
“Owh, I see.”
“Actually, Professor is my tuition’s teacher since I was studying in Sungkyunkwan University. So, I’ve known him about..3 years.”
“Owh, no wonder you could use this music room easily. I was wondering how could you persuade your teacher to let you use it, well..are you really good, something like that. Huhu!”
Abang Faiz shows an irritated face. Haha, I love to tease him. Professor Oh Hyuk just laughs.
“Haha! You’re something little girl. He is really good, I assure you. You are lucky he wants to teach you, he rarely teaches people, you know.”
“See, even my teacher praise me, you should be thankful.”
“Well, we’ll see.” I murmured.
Professor Oh Hyuk laughs again and I join him, while Abang Faiz is still with his irritated face.
“Ok, I’ll be going for now. Continue on with your lesson.”
We both bow to Professor Oh Hyuk. He then left the music room.
“Faiz, you got yourself an interesting student. Goodluck!” Professor Oh Hyuk walks away from the music room, smilling.
“Let’s stop here. That’s enough for today.”
“Okay songsaengnim....!”
Abang Faiz chuckles by himself. I wonder why. I open up my bag and bring out the lunch boxes I brought.
“Tadaa! I made spaghetti today. And strawberry puddings too.”
“Wah, you really brought lunch. Let me taste it.”
I handed him one of the lunch box. He sits at the seat beside me. He quickly opens it and has a spoonful of spaghetti.
“Delicious! You really are a good cook.”
“I know it already...huhu!” I raise my eyebrows at him. He just shakes his head.
After finishing the spaghetti, we enjoy the desert, strawberry puddings!

Well, I could only have some as Abang Faiz eats most of it. What to do, he really loves it! He looks so cute eating the puddings like a little kid. Haha.. Uh, what am I thinking? ;-p
I walk to my class after I had performed my Zohor prayer. In the class, Shin Young greets me.
“So, how is your piano class?”
“Hmm..not bad. Today, we just learned the basic of music as I don’t know anything related to music. I only know SHINee! Huhu..!”

“Never ending with your SHINee. Big Bang is the best!”

“I don’t care...ae, ae, ae, ae, ae..”
I sang to 2en1’s I Don’t Care song. Shin Young seems a little bit frustrated. Her chubby cheeks shown up when she pouted. ;-p
Our conversation stops when Professor Kim Min Ah walks in, holding her thick textbook. She adjusts her frameless spectacle while answering the students’ greetings. In just a few seconds, her back is already facing us, meaning lesson start NOW!

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                                                                                                            By: E_pah

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Love Pain (part 6)

Mi Cha is in her room, sitting on her bed, silently. She keeps looking at the knife tightly hold in her hand. Her tears dropped, one by one, fall onto the knife blade.
I know this is wrong, but this the only way I could think of. A way to get out of my misery. I look to the letter I left on the table. ‘To : Junho oppa and Aunt’
Aunt, thank you for taking care of me all this time. I am sorry if I have ever hurt your feeling. Junho oppa, you have been by my side during those happy and sad times. You will always cheer me up again if I am feeling sad, but this time, just let me do thing my own way. I am sorry, Junho oppa. Forgive me for everything. Saranghae, oppa.
Onew run offs out of the taxi as soon the taxi stops in front of Junho house. He runs to the door without even looking back. Junho pays the driver and follows Onew too. Onew looks panic.
“Junho, hurry up and open the door!”
“Okay, okay.”
Junho slips his hand into his pocket to find the keys.
Junho a bit surprised by Onew’s act. He have never act like this and raise his voice to anybody. But, today is really surprising. Junho manages to find the key and quickly unlock the door. Onew rushes in and run upstairs. Junho still follows him.
Onew pushes Mi Cha’s locked room door really hard. He stumbles a bit forward into the room.
Onew is relieved to hear that voice, to be able to see those two eyes which are looking toward him too. He walks to Mi Cha who is still laying in her bed.
Junho finally reached the door and look inside. He is panting hard, tired from running before. He watches Onew slowly walking towards Mi Cha.
“Oppa.... why are you here?
Mi Cha’s weak voice travels out of her throat.
“I just miss you so much. I want to see you. Are you alright?”
Onew talks as he places himself on the bed, sitting beside Mi Cha.
“I’m fi...fine o..oppa.”
Mi Cha gives a weak smile to Onew. Onew gracefully strokes Mi Cha’s hair so that he can see her face clearly.
“My heart felt really uneasy just now, that’s why I came here. Thank goodness, you’re fine.”
Onew kisses Mi Cha’s forehead. He is relieved to find Mi Cha is doing fine.
“Don’t worry oppa. It’s just for a while more.”
Speaking the truth Onew still feels uneasy, even more after hearing Mi Cha’s weird words. He looks to the side and a scenery gives him a big shock! Blood fills up the floor at the side of the bed. Onew removes the blanket covering Mi Cha. He is shocked to see both Mi Cha’s wrists and her palms are covered with thick blood.
“Mi Cha! What is the meaning of this?”
Then, he spots a bloody knife on the floor. Onew quickly lift Mi Cha and places her on his lap.
“MI CHA!!!”
Junho who is still standing by the door, watching the two lovely couple startles by Onew’s scream. He hurriedly walks toward them to see what happens. He is shocked to see Mi Cha is covered in blood while Onew keep holding her ...tightly.
“Junho, calls the ambulance, NOW!”
Automatically, Junho’s hand seems like moving itself, reaching for his phone in the pocket. He dials and waiting for the other on the line to pick up.
“M...mi Cha, why are you doing this?”
Onew holds one of Mi Cha’s bleeding hand, hoping that the bleeding would stop. Tears already fill his eyes.
“O..o..oppa. You know that I..I.. love you, right?”
“Yeah, of course I know. I love you too.”
“That’s w..why I ha..have to leave you. I wa..want you t..to success in yo..ur career. You can’t if you a...are with m..me. But..I can’t li..live without you. It’s t..too pain..ful. I’ve expe..rience that. I don’t wa..want to get through it ag..again. Too..painful.”
Onew patiently waits to hear Mi Cha finishes her sentences, weakly. He could catch voice of Junho talking, asking for the ambulance maybe. Now, his attention is only Mi Cha. He wipes away Mi Cha’s tears. Unknowingly, his tears flow along his cheeks.
Mi Cha hardly reaches Onew’s cheek with her bloody hand to wipe Onew’s tears. Now, Onew's face is covered with Mi Cha's warm blood.
“It’s too painful for you, so you want to leave me alone? You think I’ll be happy without you? I can’t live without you too. Those years I lived without you back then were the worst time of my life.”
Mi Cha just silently stared at Onew. She knows she will not be able to see this sweet face after this. Then, her visions slowly blurred. She starts breathing really hard, enduring her pain.
“Yeah, yeah..”
Onew is really worried seeing Mi Cha’s condition now. His heart really ached, seems like being stabbed by thousand of swords seeing Mi Cha like this.
“Prr..prom..mise me.. you’ll li..live o..onn.. Ke..keep fight...ting.”
“Of course I’ll live on, but with you. You will always be at my side, forever!”
“I do..don’t think so..o. I’m so..sor..ry. S..sa..rang..hae..oppa.”
Mi Cha’s eyes slowly close. Her grip on Onew’s hand slowly loosens.
“NO! Mi Cha! Mi Cha! Hang on.”
Junho come closer as he hears Onew’s screams. He falls on his knees seeing Mi Cha's still body. Do not even move an inch. He finally breaks into tears.
Onew continuosly shake Mi Cha’s body. Then, he hugs Mi Cha tightly. His tears fall nonstop, touching Mi Cha's still body.
“Mi Cha, please don’t go..please. I love you. I can’t live without you, Mi Cha.”

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                                                                                                              By: E_pah