Love Pain (part 6)

Mi Cha is in her room, sitting on her bed, silently. She keeps looking at the knife tightly hold in her hand. Her tears dropped, one by one, fall onto the knife blade.

I know this is wrong, but this the only way I could think of. A way to get out of my misery. I look to the letter I left on the table. ‘To : Junho oppa and Aunt’

Aunt, thank you for taking care of me all this time. I am sorry if I have ever hurt your feeling. Junho oppa, you have been by my side during those happy and sad times. You will always cheer me up again if I am feeling sad, but this time, just let me do thing my own way. I am sorry, Junho oppa. Forgive me for everything. Saranghae, oppa.

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Onew run offs out of the taxi as soon the taxi stops in front of Junho house. He runs to the door without even looking back. Junho pays the driver and follows Onew too. Onew looks panic.

“Junho, hurry up and open the door!”

“Okay, okay.”

Junho slips his hand into his pocket to find the keys.

“HURRY UP!”

Junho a bit surprised by Onew’s act. He have never act like this and raise his voice to anybody. But, today is really surprising. Junho manages to find the key and quickly unlock the door. Onew rushes in and run upstairs. Junho still follows him.

“BANG!”

Onew pushes Mi Cha’s locked room door really hard. He stumbles a bit forward into the room.

“Oppa....”

Onew is relieved to hear that voice, to be able to see those two eyes which are looking toward him too. He walks to Mi Cha who is still laying in her bed.

Junho finally reached the door and look inside. He is panting hard, tired from running before. He watches Onew slowly walking towards Mi Cha.

“Oppa.... why are you here?

Mi Cha’s weak voice travels out of her throat.

“I just miss you so much. I want to see you. Are you alright?”

Onew talks as he places himself on the bed, sitting beside Mi Cha.

“I’m fi...fine o..oppa.”

Mi Cha gives a weak smile to Onew. Onew gracefully strokes Mi Cha’s hair so that he can see her face clearly.

“My heart felt really uneasy just now, that’s why I came here. Thank goodness, you’re fine.”

Onew kisses Mi Cha’s forehead. He is relieved to find Mi Cha is doing fine.

“Don’t worry oppa. It’s just for a while more.”

Speaking the truth Onew still feels uneasy, even more after hearing Mi Cha’s weird words. He looks to the side and a scenery gives him a big shock! Blood fills up the floor at the side of the bed. Onew removes the blanket covering Mi Cha. He is shocked to see both Mi Cha’s wrists and her palms are covered with thick blood.

“Mi Cha! What is the meaning of this?”

Then, he spots a bloody knife on the floor. Onew quickly lift Mi Cha and places her on his lap.

“MI CHA!!!”

Junho who is still standing by the door, watching the two lovely couple startles by Onew’s scream. He hurriedly walks toward them to see what happens. He is shocked to see Mi Cha is covered in blood while Onew keep holding her ...tightly.

“Junho, calls the ambulance, NOW!”

Automatically, Junho’s hand seems like moving itself, reaching for his phone in the pocket. He dials and waiting for the other on the line to pick up.

“M...mi Cha, why are you doing this?”

Onew holds one of Mi Cha’s bleeding hand, hoping that the bleeding would stop. Tears already fill his eyes.

“O..o..oppa. You know that I..I.. love you, right?”

“Yeah, of course I know. I love you too.”

“That’s w..why I ha..have to leave you. I wa..want you t..to success in yo..ur career. You can’t if you a...are with m..me. But..I can’t li..live without you. It’s t..too pain..ful. I’ve expe..rience that. I don’t wa..want to get through it ag..again. Too..painful.”

Onew patiently waits to hear Mi Cha finishes her sentences, weakly. He could catch voice of Junho talking, asking for the ambulance maybe. Now, his attention is only Mi Cha. He wipes away Mi Cha’s tears. Unknowingly, his tears flow along his cheeks.

Mi Cha hardly reaches Onew’s cheek with her bloody hand to wipe Onew’s tears. Now, Onew's face is covered with Mi Cha's warm blood.

“It’s too painful for you, so you want to leave me alone? You think I’ll be happy without you? I can’t live without you too. Those years I lived without you back then were the worst time of my life.”

Mi Cha just silently stared at Onew. She knows she will not be able to see this sweet face after this. Then, her visions slowly blurred. She starts breathing really hard, enduring her pain.

“Op..pa..”

“Yeah, yeah..”

Onew is really worried seeing Mi Cha’s condition now. His heart really ached, seems like being stabbed by thousand of swords seeing Mi Cha like this.

“Prr..prom..mise me.. you’ll li..live o..onn.. Ke..keep fight...ting.”

“Of course I’ll live on, but with you. You will always be at my side, forever!”

“I do..don’t think so..o. I’m so..sor..ry. S..sa..rang..hae..oppa.”

Mi Cha’s eyes slowly close. Her grip on Onew’s hand slowly loosens.

“NO! Mi Cha! Mi Cha! Hang on.”

Junho come closer as he hears Onew’s screams. He falls on his knees seeing Mi Cha's still body. Do not even move an inch. He finally breaks into tears.

Onew continuosly shake Mi Cha’s body. Then, he hugs Mi Cha tightly. His tears fall nonstop, touching Mi Cha's still body.

“Mi Cha, please don’t go..please. I love you. I can’t live without you, Mi Cha.”

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                                                                                                              By: E_pah

Love Pain (part 5)

Mi Cha is shocked to hear the words coming out of Mr.Kim mouth. She almost let go of the food she is holding, but she manages to control herself. She is still standing in front of the door.

“What are you talking about hyung? Why do I have to leave her?”

“Why? You are still rising up in the industry. It will be a chaos if the fans know you have a girlfriend. You will lose your popularity!”

“I don’t care! I love her! I just reunite with her, I can’t lose her again!”

Mi Cha is touched by Onew’s words. Tears run down her cheeks. She keep listening to their conversation.

“Think about your members! They will be affected too by your act. What will happen to SHINee if your relationship is exposed?”

Onew keeps silence. There is truth in what the manager is talking. SHINee’s activities might be affected by his act. But, he is not willing to lose Mi Cha again.

“I..I..”

“Hey, Mi Cha! What are you doing here? Why don’t you go in?”

Mi Cha is surprised when Jonghyun greets her at the hallway. Onew and Mr.Kim are also surprised hearing Jonghyun saying Mi Cha’s name. Onew is worried that Mi Cha might heard their conversation.

“Mi Cha? Ho..how..how long have you been here?”

“ I just arrived here, Onew oppa.  Look, I bring you food. I made fried chicken for you, your favourite, right?”

Mi Cha pretends she has heard nothing. She just showed her happy side. Onew too, trying to pretend nothing had happen.

“Wah, thank you. Lucky me to have a girlfriend like you. Thank you dear.”

Onew is relieved thinking that Mi Cha has heard nothing. He just smile at her, his most beloved girl in the world.

“It’s nothing. Oh, Mr.Kim, Jonghyun, I’ve bring for you too and for Key, Taemin and Minho too.”

“Really? Thank you, sister-in law.”

Jonghyun gives Mi Cha a wink.

“What ..do.. you.. mean... sister-in-law?”

“Yah, Onew hyung is my like my brother, so you must be my sister-in –law, right Onew hyung?”

“Yeah.”

Onew answers weakly. He is still thinking about Mr.Kim words just now. Mi Cha seems could sense something different in Onew and she is sure it is about the conversation Onew had with Mr.Kim.

“Jonghyun, you’re making me feel uncomfortable.”

“ It is true. You two will end up marrying each other, right?”

Mi Cha gives Onew a look. Onew smiles at her and turns to Mr.Kim. Mr Kim returns Onew’s looks with a warning looks, reminding him of what they have talked just now. Silence is in the air. Mi Cha, sensing the awkward situation tries to brighten up the mood.

“Hey! Let us eat now. The food is getting really cold. I made it super delicious, you know.”

“Okay, Mi Cha. Wah, I’m really hungry now. Thanks for the food.”

“You’re welcome Jonghyun. Onew oppa, Mr.Kim, please enjoy the food.”

“Yeah, thanks.”

Minho, Key and Taemin join them after awhile. Everyone praise Mi Cha’s delicious food and her cooking skill, except for Mr.Kim. he is still in deep thought about Onew and Mi Cha relationship.

Mi Cha tidies up the place and keepsthe food container back into the bag after they finished eating. Jonghyun, Key, Minho and Taemin had left because they have practice while Mr.Kim needs to attend the company meeting. Onew stays with Mi Cha, despite his practice schedule.

“Mi Cha, let me send you home.”

“It’s okay, oppa. You must be busy. I can go home alone.”

“It’s fine. I want to be with you longer.”

“Okay, then.”

Onew drives Mi Cha home. They both do not speak a word during the journey. They are still thinking about the conversation Onew had with Mr.Kim.

“We’re here.”

Mi Cha still in her seat.

“Why dear? Don’t you want to go home?”

“Oppa....”

“Yes.”

“You’ll never leave me again, right?”

“Of course. Why do you ask me that? I’ll never leave you.”

“Really? Even though your career might be affected by it?”

Onew is surprised by Mi Cha’s question.

’ Did she hear the conversation I had with Mr.Kim just now? What do I have to say to her? Even I’m still confused. But, the most important is that I really love her, I wouldn’t want to leave her. Yes, I should tell what my heart feels.’

“Yeah. Leaving you is the last thing I would do in my life. It might be hard for my career life, but I will be able to endure it with you, I’m sure of that.”

Mi Cha smiles at hearing Onew’s answer. Her heart is touched by Onew’s words. She really hopes this will come true, but will everything will be alright? Will Onew be able to succeed in his careers? She does not want Onew’s dreams will be affected by their relationship.

“Thank you oppa, for being with me. But, if I leave you, will you be alright? Will you be able to forget me and go on? Will you....”

“What are you talking about? Do you want to leave me?”

“No, that’s not what I meant. I mean, if one day, if fate doesn’t allow us to be together, if I were to leave you, will you accept that fate?”

“How do you expect for me to live without you? Please, don’t ever think of leaving me. Don’t talk about this anymore. It is painful for me to ever think that we’ll be apart...again.”

“I’m sorry, I’m just asking. Okay, I’ll get off now. Take care, oppa. Annyeongihaseyo.”

“Okay. You, take care too.”

Mi Cha steps out of the car and close the door. Onew bring down the window and smile at Mi Cha.

“Onew oppa.”

“Yeah.”

“I love you. Always remember that I love you.”

Onew is happy to hear that yet confuse by Mi Cha’s attitude today. His hearts even feels heavy to leave Mi Cha now. He feels like this is the last time he will see Mi Cha, see Mi Cha’s smile and feel he warmth.

“I know. Oppa love you too.”

Onew drives away. Mi Cha’s eyes follow Onew’s car while Onew looks at Mi Cha trough the side mirror, till both disappear in each sight. Mi Cha get into her house and directly into her room. She sits at the study table and looks outside the window while holding the necklace Onew gave her.

“Ah.. Please God. Tell me what to do now. I’m confused. I love him and I want to be with him. But, I don’t want to be the one stopping him from achieving his dreams. I will leave him if it the best for him but I’m sure I can’t live without him. I couldn’t live this life anymore. I couldn’t bear to live a life without him...again. It’s too painful.”

Mi Cha takes out a pen and a paper from the drawer. She began writing something. Her tears even drop onto the paper. Then, she folds it and put into an envelope. Lastly, she opens the key-shaped necklace on her neck and put it into a box.

“This is the right thing to do.”

Mi Cha kisses the letter envelope and put it together with the box in the drawer. Tears come out nonstop from her eyes. She covers her mouth, to ensure no one is hearing her cries.

Mi Cha knocks on Junho’s room’s door. She is worried if she is disturbing him early in the morning.

“Junho oppa, can I come in?”

“Oh, Mi Cha. Come in.”

Mi Cha opens the door and sits on the bed besides Junho. She turns to face Junho and so do him.

“Oppa, thanks you for being with me all this time, taking care of me, cheering me up and for everything. I’ll always treasure the memories I’ve had with you.”

“Hey, are you alright? Why are you talking like this?”

“I’m fine. It’s nothing. I just never thank you properly before. You have done so much for me.”

“I hope you are fine as you said. I only did what I need to do as a brother. Mi Cha, thank you too for being the best little sister in the world!”

Mi Cha just smiles hearing what Junho said. She is really thankful to have Junho by her side, as her ‘brother’.

“Oppa, I love you.”

“I love you too, my cute little sister.”

Mi Cha hands the envelope and box from yesterday to Junho. Junho is surprised.

“Can you help me oppa?”

“Of course, but what?”

“Please, give this to Onew later, on your way to work. Can you?”

“I will, but why don’t you give it to him yourself?”

“It is a surprise. Help me, okay?”

“Okay. But, what about my pay?”

“Ah, I thought you’ll do it for free. Here, you pay.”

Mi Cha hugs Junho. He is surprised by her action. Then, Mi Cha cries in Junho’s hug. This surprised Junho more.

“Mi Cha, ar..are you okay?”

“I...I’m o..okay. It just I felt like crying today. It’s nothing.”

“If you say so.”

Mi Cha sends Junho off to work from the front door. Then, she returns to her room. She sits on the bed and stares around the room.

“Goodbye, goodbye Junho oppa, goodbye...Onew oppa.”

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Junho reaches SHINee’s dorm. He rings the bell and Onew opens the door.

“Oh, Junho, come in.”

“Thank you.”

Junho sits on the sofa. Onew brings two cup of coffee and places it on the table.

“Here, drink this.”

“Thanks.”

“May I know, what made you come here?”

“Actually I come to give you this. Mi Cha asked me too.”

Junho gives Onew the envelope and the box that Mi Cha had gave him. Onew takes it and open the box. He is surprised to see the key-shaped necklace, his gift to Mi Cha, in that box. Junho looks at Onew who is seems acting quite weird in his eyes.

Then, Onew opens the envelope and starts reading the letter.

Dear Onew oppa,

Thank you for loving me all this time. I’m lucky to be loved by you. I’m happy all the time I spend with you. I am really thankful to God for meeting me with you and making my life more meaningful with your presence. Loving you and be loved by you are the most wonderful things that had happen in my life. I hope I could spend my entire life with you, but it seems impossible. I want you to be able to achieve your dreams and succeed in your singing career. I wouldn’t want to be the one stopping you from getting what you deserve after all of the hardwork you have done. You deserve to get the best in your life. You also deserve to get the best woman in your life and it is not me. When you find one, give this necklace to her. I’m sure she will able to always stay by your side and support you in your career and life. Now, I’ve made my decision. It is the best for us to separate. You need to achieve your dreams and succeed in your life right? But, I won’t be able to live this life without you. It is too hard, I’ve been through it before and I don’t want to go through it again. So, let’s meet again in heaven, okay? Be happy. I’ll always support you from there.

I LOVE YOU.......forever.

                                                                                   With a lots of love,

                                                                                                    Mi Cha....

‘What is the meaning of this? Separate? Wait, let’s meet again in heaven?’

“Junho, where is Mi Cha right now? Tell me NOW!!”

“Hey, what is going on? Are you okay?”

“Tell ME!!”

“Okay, okay. She might be at home now, since she don’t have any class today. Why?”

Onew rushes out of the house as soon as Junho finishes speaking. Junho who is still shocked by Onew’s act, follow him too.

‘Mi Cha, please, don’t do anything stupid.’

Onew keeps whispering that in his heart, hoping that Mi Cha will be alright.

Ah...I stayed up all night to finish this....Huaarggh..sleepy now.

I nees to wake up earlt tomorrow...WORK!! I hope I won't be too sleepy tomorrow.

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                                                                                      By : E_pah

Love Pain (part 4)

After having a late lunch, they take a walk in the park. The scent of spring is in the air. The best season for a blooming love. They settle themselves on a bench under a shady tree while having ice cream.

“Mi Cha.”

“Yes.”

“I’m sorry that I leave you back then. And I even make you wait for me for too long. I only bring misery to your life.”

“What are you saying? I’m glad now that you have come back to me. I really appreciate that. I understand that you did that because of your dream and I’m glad that you have achieved what you’ve dreamt for.”

“But still, I am not with you when you need me the most. When you lost your parents, when...”

Onew looks at the scar on Mi Cha’s wrist. The scar that marked the suffering Mi Cha had till she lost the will to live anymore. Then, Mi Cha realises that Onew is looking at the scar. She quickly cover it with her other hand.

“It’s okay, oppa. It is all fated. Luckily Junho oppa is with me during those hard times till I managed to get through it. So, I’m fine now. Don’t worry.”

“I’m glad Junho is there with you. I still feel bad for not being beside you.”

“ Stop talking like that. It’s fine. You are with me right now. You will never leave me again, right?”

“Of course, I’ll never leave you. I love you.”

“I love you too oppa.”

The breeze blows softly, bringing the mood up in the air. Mi Cha could feel the breeze and her curiosity is rising. There is even sound of wave.

“Oppa, where did you take me? I can’t see anything right now, hurry up and unfold the blindfold.”

“Wait a little bit, we are almost there. just a few steps more.”

Onew holds Mi Cha’s hand and led her to a place.

“Okay, we are here.”

They stop walking. Onew slowly untied the blind fold on Mi Cha. By the time Mi Cha open her eyes, her heart is full of surprise. They are at the beach now by the seaside. There is a mat with a picnic basket full with handmade sandwich and variety of fruits plus two bottles of fruit juice. There is even two packs of Kit Kat, Mi Cha’s favourite snack.

“Oppa, did you prepared all this while you asked me to stay in the car just now?”

“Yes, anything for you my dear. Look, I even prepared Kit Kat, your favourite, right?”

Mi Cha is touched by Onew’s effort. He even remembers her favourite snack. She guess Onew have not forgotten about her all this time.

“Here, a bouquet of roses for a beautiful lady.”

Onew hand out the roses he hid behind his back to Mi Cha. It brought smile to Mi Cha’s face. She held up the roses near to her face and smells the roses. The sweet scent calms her soul. Then, she sees something shiny hidden in the bouquet. She takes it out. It is a necklace with key-shaped locket. Mi Cha gives Onew a surprise yet lovely look.

“Let me wear it on you.”

Onew carefully put the necklace on Mi Cha. She hold the locket and shows Onew a curios look.

“A key-shaped locket?”

“It means you hold the key to my heart. See, I have a lock-shaped locket.”

Onew takes out his necklace hidden under his shirt and shows to Mi Cha.

“Thank you Onew oppa. You have done so much to me.”

Tears rolls down Mi Cha’s cheek. She kiss the locket on the necklace Onew gave, symbolizes how much she loves the necklace, how much she loves Onew. Onew walks close to Mi Cha and wipes away her tears with his fingers.

“Now, close your eyes. I have another present. But, if only you really love me then you can receive it.”

“What?”

“I love you, dear. So, do you love me?”

“Of course I love you.”

Mi Cha slowly closes her eyes. Then, she feels something warm gently touch her lips. Her heart beats so fast. She could feel someone’s breath. Is it Onew? Is he the one who is close to her? Is he who kissed her?

Onew distanced himself a bit from Mi Cha. He himself could feel his heart is beating so fast. Both of them blush very badly. Well, this is their first kiss together. Onew looks into Mi Cha’s eyes. Both of them exchange gazes, sending signals of their love.

Mi Cha wakes up today with a refreshing feel. Yesterday really mark the happiest thing that had happen in her life. Going out and having fun with Onew. Plus, Onew had gave her a beautiful necklace. She holds and looks at the necklace. Then, she remembers about the kiss. Their first kiss ever. She blushes and smiles alone thinking about the kiss.

Junho is smiling looking at Mi Cha from outside her room through the open door.

‘Looking at how she behave, something must had happen yesterday.’

“Hey! Why are you smiling alone? Are you crazy now? Haha!”

Mi Cha snaps out of her beautiful thought. She gives a killer-like look toward Junho.

“Yah! I’m surprised you know.”

“Haha! What are you thinking just now? Smiling by yourself.”

“Nothing.”

Mi Cha throws herself on the bed and bumps her face onto the pillow. She is hiding her smile.

“Something must have happen yesterday right? Tell me.”

“It is none of your business. Get out of my room now, oppa.”

“Wah, you have Onew now, then you want to throw me away? How can this happen to me?”

“Haha! Just get out of my room. Don’t worry, you will not be thrown out. Haha!”

“Ok, ok!”

Junho walks out of the room. He is happy now that Mi Cha finally can be happy with Onew. No one in the world is happy as he is right now.

Onew is having a practice for his comeback today, so Mi Cha decided to cook lunch for Onew and the other SHINee’s member. She made Onew’s favourite food, fried chicken! She also cooked other dishes that could make someone drool over it. After she packed up the food, she rushes to the SM Building, where they are practicing.

Mi Cha is about to knock on the SHINee’s practice room’s door when she hears someone talking in the room.

“Onew, I think you should leave Mi Cha, for your own good.”

“What are you talking about Do Soo hyung?”

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                                                                            By : E_pah

Love Pain (part 3)

“Mi Cha!! Breakfast is ready. Come down and eat!”

Junho scream out of his lungs. But still, there is no respond.

“Mi Cha!!!”

Still silence. Junho’s mom directed Junho to go upstairs and take a look on Mi Cha. She is worried that something might had happen to Mi Cha since Onew just met her a week  ago. Junho runs on the staircase and reach up to Mi Cha’s room door. He knocks on the door.

“ Hey, Mi Cha! Are you okay? Why aren’t you coming down for breakfast?”

“ Oh, oppa. I’m fine. I’m just busy with something. Come in.”

A voice come from inside. Junho turns the door knob and come in. He smiles watching Mi Cha is still in her pyjamas while looking quite confuse. He already considers Mi Cha as his own little sister.

“You still in your pyjamas? It is already 9 a.m. and you haven’t shower? And, what is with the confuse look?”

“I showered already. It is just I confuse which clothes should I wear.”

“ Just wear what you always wear. What is so hard about that?”

Junho is confused with his only ‘little sister’. But, he could sense something different about her today. She seems brighter today.

“I can’t because today is a special day. Onew oppa ask me to go out on a date.”

Mi Cha smiles widely. She looks so happy. So, this is why she looks different today, Junho wondered alone. Junho miss that smile and looks of Mi Cha. He has not seen it in this two years. He is glad that Onew could bring back that joy in Mi Cha.

“Oh, so that is why you are so happy today. Well, I’m glad for you.”

“Enough of that. Now, help me choose what to wear.”

Mi Cha held up two dresses. One is white in colour with pink polka dot and other is yellow in colour with white ribbon tied around the waist. Junho observes both dresses up and down.

“Hmm..just wear anything. You will look ugly anyway. Haha!”

“Yah! I’m serious!”

“Huhu! I’m just kidding. My little sister will look good in anything.”

“Your little sister?”

“Yeah, why? You don’t like it?”

“No, I love it. It is great to have a brother like you. I love you, oppa!”

“I love you too my lovely dongsaeng.”

Mi Cha gives Junho a warm hug. She feels really safe to be in Junho hug. This is how it feels to have a brother. She never feels it when she is with her real brother Sungmin. He even left her alone now. But luckily Junho and his family are with her all this time.

“It is enough for now. Get ready. When and how will you go out?”

Mi Cha let go of Junho.

“Onew oppa will come and pick me up at 10.”

“ You have an hour left. Quickly get ready and come down for breakfast okay?”

“Okay!”

Mi Cha is waiting for Onew is the living room with Junho. They just had their breakfast. Then, the door bell rings. Mi Cha quickly walks to the door and open it. She smiles brightly as she sees the guy standing in front of her.

“Wah, you look pretty in that yellow dress. Even prettier with that smile of yours.”

“I know already!”

“You never change. Always love to joke.”

Both of them just smile at each other. It seems like both of them miss each other so much.

Junho could tell it is Onew by looking at Mi Cha’s smile. He walks to the door too. Onew greets him.

“Oppa, we’ll go now. I’ll return home early, don’t worry.”

“Okay, okay. Onew, take good care of Mi Cha. She is like a little sister to me. Send her home early.”

Junho gives a warn, well more like a brother talks to his little sister’s boyfriend. He is worried about Mi Cha.

“Hey, don’t worry. I’ll take good care of her. We’ll be off now. Annyeonghi haseyo!”

“ Annyeong, oppa!”

“ Annyeong you two. Have fun!”

Mi Cha waves to Junho as the car drives away. She then sits back properly in her seat. She turns to look at Onew. She has been missing him so much in these two years. Even now she still feels like this is a dream. Onew realizes she is looking at him and he playfully taps on Mi Cha’s chin with his delicate finger. Mi Cha blushes badly while Onew just laugh at her. Both of them really miss this feeling.

Onew stops at the SM Entertainment Building and drags Mi Cha inside. They enter SHINee’s practice room. There is Jonghyun, Key, Minho, Taemin and their manager, Mr.Kim. Mi Cha bows and greets them shyly. They did the same.

“I want to introduce my girlfriend to you guys. This is Mi Cha. Mi Cha, this is, well I think you know there are, right?”

“Hi, I’m Mi Cha. Nice to meet you.”

“Hi, Mi Cha. I’m Jonghyun.”

“I’m Key!”

“Minho.”

“Hi, noona. Taemin here!”

“I’m their manager, Mr.Kim Do Soo.”

“Onew hyung, is her the girl you told us about? Your only love?”

Jonghyun suddenly asks him. Onew looks quite embarrass.

“Yeah, she is. I love her so much.”

Onew looks toward Mi Cha. She is blushing so much hearing Onew talking like that, especially in front of his members. The other members just smile widely but there is an uneasy look on Mr.Kim face. He seems to not like the fact that Onew is in love with Mi Cha.

“Do Soo hyung, I’ll be off today. I have asked you yesterday right? So, I’ll be free all day today to go out with Mi Cha. Okay, annyeong everyone.”

“Annyeong Onew hyung. Have fun!”

SHINee’s members are happy for their hyung. They send them out with a wide smile, except for one person, the manager.

Mi Cha and Onew are in the car, drive through the city.

“Onew oppa, where are we going today?”

“Hmm..where do you want to go?”

“Me? There are so many places I want to go with you. He..”

“Tell me. We’ll to every one of them. We haven’t go out together for a long time. We should enjoy ourselves today!”

“Yay!’

They went to the Lotte World, the biggest theme park in Korea. They ride every ride there and enjoy themselves. Onew had properly disguises himself by wearing sunglass, cap and even a hoodie so that no one can recognize him. So that he will be able to spend time together with Mi Cha without being disturb or being known by the public. He really wants to cherish this moment.

After having a late lunch, they take a walk in the park. The scent of spring is in the air. The best season for a blooming love. They settle themselves on a bench under a shady tree while having ice cream.

“Mi Cha.”

“Yes.”

Huh..finally I manage to continue the story..

Sorry for the delay..

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                                                                                      By : E_pah

Love Pain (part 2)

Mi Cha’s phone rings. She answers it. Suddenly her tears burst out. Junho is shocked.

“ Wha...what...what did you say?”

Mi Cha hang up her phone.

“ Hey, Mi Cha, what is going on?”

“ Omma, appa. I’ve to go back home now.”

“ Yah, wait. What happen?”

Mi Cha ignores Junho and quickly run back home. Worrying about her, Junho follows her too. Upon reaching Mi Cha’s house, there are many people, even the police. Mi Cha tries to get into her house but some neighbours stop her. Junho become more curious of what happening. Mi Cha struggles and she finally break off from their hand and run into her house. Junho still follows her. The scene in Mi Cha’s house brings fear to Junho. Mi Cha’s father and mother are lying on the floor with a pool of blood. The smell of death is in the air.

“Omma, appa!!!”

Mi Cha’s knee beside her parents bodies.  Her tears never stop flowing. Mi Cha touches her mom bloody face. Then, her father’s.

“ Omma, appa wake up. I’m here. I’m back. I’m sorry because I leave house just now. But, I’m back now. So, please wake up.”

Junho walks to Mi Cha and holds her shoulders, trying to calm her.

“ Mi Cha, be patient. Your parents are no longer in this world.”

“ What are you talking about? I just talk with them this afternoon. They are just sleeping right now. They always sleep in the evening during weekend. I know, they must be angry with me, that’s why they do not want to wake up. Right, omma, appa? I’ve come back now, so please wake up. I’m sorry.”

“ Mi Cha! Stop this. They are already gone. You should let them go. Let them go with peace. This is all fate.”

“ No!”

Junho pulls Mi Cha into his hug. Mi Cha cries really hard. Junho is also holding in his tears. The neighbours and the police there also feel the sadness overflowing in the house. Some of them even cry watching Mi Cha.

 “Sshh..don’t worry Mi Cha. Junho oppa is with you. I’ll always be with you.”

Mi Cha and Junho reach Junho’s house. They just came back from the cemetery.

“ Mi Cha, you go inside first. Oppa have to go to the grocery store to buy something, okay?”

“ Okay.”

Mi Cha weakly walks into the house. Junho’s eyes follow every step Mi Cha took. His heart aches to see the state Mi Cha is in now. A nice girl like her should not live like this.

Junho walks his feet to the grocery store near his house. He wants to buy something to cheer Mi Cha. Junho walks around the grocery store, wandering what to buy.

“ Ah, what should I buy? Hmm...maybe a Kit Kat. Mi Cha loves it.”

Junho hold his hand out, reaching for the Kit Kat on the rack. But, someone hand is also reaching for the same pack of Kit Kat. Junho look up for the owner of that hand and he is shocked to see that person. The person who he have not seen for a long time.

“ Oh, it is you Junho.”

“ Yeah. It is you, Onew.”

“ We haven’t seen for a long time. So, how are you?”

“ It has been two years. A long time, really. I’m fine. You?”

“ As you can see. Hmm...how..is Mi Cha?”

Hearing that name from Onew brings out the rage in him. Junho is still angry for what has Onew done to Mi Cha. Even though it has been two years, but as long as Mi Cha’s wound haven’t heal, he will never forget that.

“ Mi Cha? Why do you ask? You have no right to ask it. She is not important to you, right?”

Onew just keep silent to Junho’s question. He does not know how to reply. What Junho is asking is not wrong at all and Junho is also right. He has no right to ask this. He is the one who leave Mi Cha.

“Hey, Onew, are you okay?”

“ Can we talk at another place? I need to talk with you.”

They go to a nearby cafe. They sit and ordered a cup of coffee each.

“ So, what do you want to talk with me? Hurry up, I’ve something to do.”

“ I’m sorry if I’m disturbing you now. It is about me and Mi Cha. Our relationship.”

“ About you and Mi Cha?”

“ Yes. Actually I still love her. I’ve never forget her in these two years. It has been hard for me.”

“ What do you mean? You left her and now you say you still love her. What rubbish are you talking about?”

“ Please, hear my explanation. I had to leave her because of my dream. I can’t have a girlfriend when I debuted as a singer. It is my agency’s rule. That’s why I had to leave her. But it does not mean I don’t  love her anymore. I still love her.”

“ If you say you still love her then why you have never meet her or even contact her? She misses you so much. It breaks my heart to see her like that you know.”

“ I thought it will be better if we don’t contact or meet each other anymore. So that it will be easy for her to forget me. Even for me, it is hard for me to forget her. The only one I love for 5 years already.”

“ How do wish for her to forget you when you are everywhere? On the TV, in the newspaper. Your face appears everywhere!!”

“ I’m sorry. I’m really sorry.”

“ I’m not the one you should apologize to. Are you really want to know how is she now?”

“ Yes! So much.”

“ Then, follow me.”

They walk to Junho’s house. Onew seems curious.

“ This your house. What are we doing here?”

“ Mi Cha lives with my family now, after..”

“ After what?”

“ Well, you should come in first.”

Junho leads Onew to upstairs, to Mi Cha’s room exactly. Junho’s mom told that Mi Cha might be sleeping in her room after came back home. Junho knocks on the door but there is no answer. He slowly opens the door.

Onew feels happy to see the face he longed to see. It is Mi Cha. She is sleeping soundly. But, there is something about her that made Onew feels uneasy. It seems like the light of happiness has disappeared from her face. She looks pale and gloomy.

“ Hey, look at her hand. Can you see the scar on her wrist?”

“ Yes, why?”

“ She tried to kill herself once. About two years ago.”

“ What?!”

“ Yeah. Actually her parents had died about three months after you left her. To be exact, her parents are killed by the shark loaner. And..today is her parents second death anniversary.”

Onew is shocked. His mouth is totally shut. He is unable to speak anything.

“The shark loaner killed them when her brother can’t pay his debt to them. They were killed in their house. All valuable things had been took by the them. And her brother, Sungmin is nowhere to be found till today. Mi Cha has no one and nothing. That’s why I take her to live with me. I can’t bear to see her alone, suffering.”

Onew’s tears roll down his cheeks. He never knows Mi Cha had to go through all these miserable things. He feels really guilty to have left Mi Cha to face these all alone.

“ Junho oppa, you come back? What took you so long?”

“ Ah, Mi Cha, are you awake? Sorry for disturbing you sleeping.”

Then Mi Cha’s eyes catch someone. Onew.

“ Aaahhhhh! Junho oppa! Why is he here? Why does he have to disturb me all the time? I’m tired with all of this. He said to come back to me but only his image which came back. I’m tired of waiting.”

Junho runs toward Mi Cha and hold Mi Cha in his arm. He tries to calm her down. He signals Onew to go away and wait for him downstairs.

Onew is surprised to see Mi Cha behaving like that. She has always been a sweet girl before this. she had never raise her voice to anyone. Today, everything has changed. Mi Cha is turning into someone else and it is all his fault. He is the one who made Mi Cha becoming like this.

Onew gathers up his courage and walks towards the crying Mi Cha. Junho moves aside, giving space to Onew. Onew knee in front of Mi Cha by the bed side. He wipes away Mi Cha’s tears with his fingers. Mi Cha is shocked by that. She feels the warmth she has never feel in this two years. The warmth of the one she loves the most, Onew.

“ Hey, dear. It is me Onew. I’m here now. Stop crying. My heart hurts seeing you crying like this.”

“ Is it really you? You are real right? You are really Onew oppa, right?”

“ Yes, it is me. I have come back for you. Sorry, you have to wait for so long.”

“ Thank you for coming back for me. I love you oppa.”

“ I love you too, Mi Cha, my dear.”

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                                                                                                  By: E_pah

Love Pain (part 1)

“I am sorry. We can’t be together anymore. Please understand me.”

Mi Cha just stood still. Didn’t move for a bit. Only tears were rolling down her cheeks.

“ It is not that I don’t love you anymore. I love you. This is also hard for me. But, I have to do this, for my dream. I am sorry. Once I have success, I promise we can be together again.”

“ I understand. But, promise me that you’ll work hard for your dream. I’ll always pray for your success in the music industry. Lastly, please do not forget me, ok?”

“ I’ll never forget you, my dear.”

“Promise you will come back to me one day.”

“ I promise, because I love you.”

Mi Cha cry alone when remembering back that painful memories. Although it had been three months, but it felt just like yesterday that painful incident happen. And it had been three months since Onew start his career as a singer. He is now the leader of the idol group SHINee. They only just debuted for three months, but they have gain mass popularity. Mi Cha is happy for him even though her wounded heart still not recovered. Mi Cha would watch Onew on TV to fill her empty heart and her longing for him.

Mi Cha and her parents are having lunch one day. His brother, Sungmin walks out of the room in a mess toward her father.

“ Appa, can you give some money? I am broke right now.”

“What do you mean? You work right? Where have your money gone?”

“ Ah, I have used all my money. Stop nagging. Just give me some money.”

“ You must have go gambling again, right? What am I going to do with you? Ha, you haven’t pay your debt to the sharks loaner. They had been threatening us you know!”

“ Just say it if you don’t want to give me the money!”

Sungmin walks out of the house angrily. He slams the front door.

“ Ah, what is going to happen to him?”

Mi Cha’s father try to relax himself and continue eating. His face is still red though. It seems he is still angry with Sungmin.

“ Mi Cha, are you still waiting for him? I think you should just forget about him and find someone else.”

Mi Cha is surprised when her mom suddenly talked about it.

“ What do you mean, mom?”

“ Your mom is right. Appa is worry about you. You are always lost in your thoughts lately. I just don’t want your study is affected by it.”

Mi Cha’s father interferes even though he is still in rage. But, his concerns for her only daughter overcome everything.

“ I’m sorry, omma, appa. I still love him. He promise to come back to me and I believe he will.”

“ We said these because we love you. We just don’t want you to be hurt. You deserve to live a better life. We always want you to be happy.”

Mi Cha put down her chopstick on the table and stays still. Her mom continues the conversation.

“ He is star now. Why would he want an ordinary girl like you anymore? He could date other beautiful celebrities.”

“ No! I believe he still loves me. I will always wait for him.”

 “ Have he ever calls you? Have he ever text you? Have he ever come and meet you?”

“ Stop it mom! You really don’t understand how I feel! Omma and appa really don’t understand me!”

Mi Cha raises her voice towards her parents. She gets up harshly and walks to the front door.

“ Mi Cha! Where are you going now?”

“I’ll be better alone outside without omma and appa!”

“ Mi Cha, comeback!”

Mi Cha ignores her father and walk out of the door. Tears are falling down her cheeks now. She walks to a park near her house and sit on the bench there.  She begins thinking about what his parents were talking earlier.

 ‘Did Onew really have forgotten me? He never meet me, call me or even text me. What omma said was quite true. But, I believe in Onew oppa. He will come back for me. He promised me, right?’

“ Hey, what are you doing alone here? Wait, why are you crying?”

Mi Cha looks up. It is Junho who came. She forces a bitter smile.

“ Are you still thinking about him?”

Mi Cha just stays silent. Junho sits beside her. He gives her his handkerchief.

“ Here, wipe your tears. It is ugly you know. Eheh..”

Mi Cha slowly takes it. She is glad that Junho is here. Junho is like a big brother to her. They have known each other for 10 years and he is Onew’s friend too. Mi Cha had always talked about her problem to Junho and he would patiently listened and gave advice to her. He was the one who had been beside Mi Cha when she was having a hard time after breaking up with Onew. Mi Cha is really glad to have Junho in her life. And today, she will do the same thing she always did, express out all the things that had been bothering her.

“ So, you had a fight with your parents?”

“ Emm.. I really regret that. I shouldn’t have raised my voice to them.”

“ Well, you should go and apologize to your parents now. Talk to them nicely about your feelings. I’m sure they will understand you.”

“ Ok. I’ll...”

Mi Cha’s phone rings. She answers it. Suddenly her tears burst out. Junho is shocked.

“ Wha..what...what.. did you say?”

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